Afternoon

When I was about to die
my body lit up
like when I leave my house
without my wallet.
 
What am I missing? I ask
patting my chest
pocket.
and I am missing everything living
that won’t come with me
into this sunny afternoon
 
—my body lights up for life
like all the wishes being granted in a fountain
at the same instant—
all the coins burning the fountain dry—
 
and I give my breath
to a small bird-shaped pipe.
 
In the distance, behind several voices
haggling, I hear a sound like heads
clicking together. Like a game of pool,
 
played with people by machines.