Task and Vacations

to be being —but deeprooted— and find the trace of our own toes from our own steps and not hide the other made for us in parts with signs ID card 251/99/7 anobody voting the who-does-he-think-he-is guy poorguy the one who’s changed so much

to go on being —if you could— honest intact like an animal or at least not fall into respectable citizen the one who has it all figured out (the heartjunk in the bottom drawer) or the one who only demands what he’s given or the one who only loves what he should or the one who has never been alone with all his halves and to take a break from yourself wake up all at once occupying your nothingness stuck in your demanning as if you were hindu and died and it was true that you come back as a lizard spider dwarf normal-like-everyone-else wellbehaved oddball cadaver burglars by phone talking about some bones sent in the mail and to be the addressee get them back whole like you had them with all my musing splinters with my dear problematic nails and then to forgive myself (even though I laughed so hard) for having gone and left myself waiting