Spore Radical
I wanted to become a mushroom.
I put an ad on Craigslist.
“Will you help me build a mushroom hat in exchange for a palm-reading?”
I made it explicit that there was no budget for this and all I had to offer was this divinatory reading, which I taught myself when I was fourteen because my mother was a witch with a pendulum and I had a heightened sensitivity for the effect of stories on hands and faces.
I didn’t think much of it and would’ve felt lucky to hear back from even just one.
22 people replied.
some mushrooms
twinkle
in the dark to
lure insects
attracted to light
will crawl such as firefly or flylarvae
who between
round round round
over under the twinkling mushroom
& &
in search
of a
luminous lover
until they realise that
oh…
it’s just a mushroom
at this point their little feet
are covered in
microscopic spores
oh…
which the fly will spread in service of the
dancing
fungus oh…
fucking
At the time I became lovers with my friend but it was very CASUAL meaning that she was very casual about it and I was very much in love with her.
I tried to console myself by by obsessing over the plant person from my local plant shop. I found out sun sign, pronouns and hobbies through eavesdropping on other customers.
The Plant Person, Scorpio, they/them, dancer, always wore tank tops that revealed a tattoo of the Little Prince. Sometimes the little Prince cried droplets of sweat and I came to discern The Plant Person’s scent as it mingled with the lucky bambo and the tiny palm tress. All I wanted that summer was to get a better glimpse at the inside of the Plant Person’s palm and let the lines condensed into their skin reveal to us that these hands were, yes, wrinkly from the water, fragrant from the dirt but that these hands were also made to want me on a deep and intimate level.
Outside, the streets were creamy with micro milky ways as birds were still shitting on pavements and people were still talking about the weather like they had nothing to do with it.